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I don’t know…

I’m a planner, I like to plan this before I go out, I like having a plan to follow. At this moment in life, there is no plan. I have absolutely have no idea what will change next in my life. Of course, right now you’re probably thinking, well shit, nobody really know’s what is going to change in their life you dumbass. But no, that’s not my case. 

What has happened in Egypt in the pass few month has really put me and my family in a tough situation, this is probably the same for some other families. But I’ve lived in Egypt for 13 years, and since I’ve lived here so long, I didn’t have to worry about moving, or what school I would be going to next. See, everything in my life has pretty much twisted in the opposite direction. 

Of course when I got evacuated 9 months ago, there was no plan. That indeed worried me. I didn’t know where I would be going to school, where I would live, if I was ever going to go back. Well, that possibility has arose again, and we don’t know where we would go, what school I would go to, if my dad would be living with us or not. 

The bottom line is, this is all just scaring me. There is no plan. And I might end up going to a high school where the boy I just started to forget about goes to. I don’t know what will happen. Maybe this is all scaring me because I might go back to the town where memories were forgotten by others, but still haunt my mind. I just… don’t know.